The perils of the 3:15 muse wake-up call
If you're a writer, it's happened to you -- you work on your book until late, you finally get into bed, and between 3-4:00 in the morning you wake up. Or to be more exact, your muse wakes you up, or that pessimistic voice in your head that you can control during daylight hours. And worst of all, sometimes your muse and that pessimistic voice are one and the same.
I've been getting both types of visits for the past few weeks. It's normal for me when I'm finishing a book. With two chapters to go, my muse kicks me awake. I want to go back to sleep; she wants me to start on the revisions: wrap my head around the whole book, find the weakensses, faulty spots -- basically the good, the bad, and the ugly. And once you think that one book-related thought, she's won. I know I won't get back to sleep until an hour or less before my alarm goes off at 5:45. (Yep, I'm at my desk at my day job at 7:30.)
Thinking about book revisions at 3:15 is annoying, but it's okay. It's constructive. But when my muse has stayed at the "muse bar" until well after last call, and has had a few too many -- that 3:15 visit isn't from a my muse "the helpful writing partner"; it's the Anti-Muse -- cranky, hyper-critical, destructive. Those are the middle-of-the-night wake-up calls when my first thought is of every dark nook, cranny, and problem with the book -- the beginning is wrong, the middle is a quagmire, and the ending. . .well, the ending simply sucks.
Don't listen to the Anti-Muse. Yes, there may be (okay, probably are) some problems with the book, but they're not nearly as bad as the Anti-Muse makes them out to be; in fact, they're probably pretty minor. But at 3:15, my defenses aren't up, and the Anti-Muse gets in. I've learned that what she tells me are just drunken ramblings, and when the sun comes up, rational thought returns.
Since I'm in the home stretch of finishing The Trouble With Demons, starting tomorrow, I'll talk about what I'm doing with the edits and final revisions and why.
Have a good one!
Lisa
I've been getting both types of visits for the past few weeks. It's normal for me when I'm finishing a book. With two chapters to go, my muse kicks me awake. I want to go back to sleep; she wants me to start on the revisions: wrap my head around the whole book, find the weakensses, faulty spots -- basically the good, the bad, and the ugly. And once you think that one book-related thought, she's won. I know I won't get back to sleep until an hour or less before my alarm goes off at 5:45. (Yep, I'm at my desk at my day job at 7:30.)
Thinking about book revisions at 3:15 is annoying, but it's okay. It's constructive. But when my muse has stayed at the "muse bar" until well after last call, and has had a few too many -- that 3:15 visit isn't from a my muse "the helpful writing partner"; it's the Anti-Muse -- cranky, hyper-critical, destructive. Those are the middle-of-the-night wake-up calls when my first thought is of every dark nook, cranny, and problem with the book -- the beginning is wrong, the middle is a quagmire, and the ending. . .well, the ending simply sucks.
Don't listen to the Anti-Muse. Yes, there may be (okay, probably are) some problems with the book, but they're not nearly as bad as the Anti-Muse makes them out to be; in fact, they're probably pretty minor. But at 3:15, my defenses aren't up, and the Anti-Muse gets in. I've learned that what she tells me are just drunken ramblings, and when the sun comes up, rational thought returns.
Since I'm in the home stretch of finishing The Trouble With Demons, starting tomorrow, I'll talk about what I'm doing with the edits and final revisions and why.
Have a good one!
Lisa
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posted by Lisa Shearin at
8:37 AM
8 Comments:
Oof. Yep, I know the Attack of the Anti-Muse.
I don't think anything short of fire alarms wakes me up at 3:15 am, though. ;-) My Anti-Muse is a daylight hunter.
LOL! Unfortunately, 3:15 is also about the time Gracie the Greyhound decides to bound into bed with us. A 60-lb. greyhound landing in the middle of the bed tends to wake us up. ; )
Gosh, I do some of my best writing in the wee hours. I'm a morning person, I guess! Every few days, I do have to catch up on that annoying thing called sleep . . .
I can't write any later than 10:00 p.m. Gotta get the sleep. The only exception is if I'm running up against a deadline.
Goodness, all these industrious morning people. I can't write anything before 10 am. But then, I'm usually up to see the full moon overhead. ;-)
It's normal for me when I'm finishing a book. With two chapters to go, my muse kicks me awake. I want to go back to sleep; she wants me to start on the revisions: wrap my head around the whole book, find the weakensses, faulty spots
OMG, how I know this. My first draft has crawled to a halt since I started on the last three chapters for exactly the same reason. My mind keeps wandering to rewrite ideas, instead of focusing on these last chapters. Will I ever finish?
I'm having the exact same problem -- last two chapters ground to a halt. I'll talk about what I did about it in Friday's blog.
Friday, as in today? I'm looking forward to it. I'll take any help/advice I can get.
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